Thread:TheDarkestSpirit/@comment-27358027-20170708005338/@comment-27893775-20170708010647

I'm pretty sure when you can't listen to any music you've got on YouTube and SoundCloud without thinking of someone you miss it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you think about someone every second you're alive it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you've got feelings you can't even understand it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you want to sob because you can't stutter on the internet it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you get jealous over someone's every interaction with people other than you it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you know for a fact that whatever you share with someone that they'll understand it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you know no-one else could ever understand the flourishing feeling and attention that I want to feed someone.

I'm pretty sure when you can stay in a clan just for someone- hate it- and actually try to do your best, just for them, it means something.

I'm pretty sure when you turn down someone that's loved you for eight months, it means something.

I'm pretty sure it means I'm pretty fucking in love with you too.

I get so envious when you talk about Billy or Zeus or anyone fucking else because I want you to be mine. Just wrap you up in a blanket and snuggle up next to you over a cup of tea- even if I physically can't. Be able to call you mine and mean it. Not have to worry about having our relationship be damaged and withered.

Not have to worry about the shitty relationships I've been in before.

Not have to be lost in the past anymore.